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Iapos;m almost completely weened offa Livejournal now. Iapos;ve just come to realize that my personal thoughts made public tends to hurt more people than it brings understanding of what Iapos;m feeling.� So Iapos;ve decided that I wonapos;t write my feelings on subjects anymore and try to adhere to plain observations and retelling of the facts of an event. Iapos;m beginning to think Iapos;m a terrible person with an out of control inner monologue. And no one really cares about what I have to say anyways. =P But enough about that.

I just have a few extreme things happening in my life that I�think are worth mentioning.

First and most mindboggling, I�have no idea what to do about it or how to handle it, I think my art teacher is gay, almost certain of it, and I�think he has it for me. � � �� ...Iapos;ll let that soak in for a moment.... � �� He is very complimentive off my work in class even though Iapos;m quite aware that itapos;s inferior quality and it seems heapos;s just doing it to be nice. I�mean, heapos;s a great guy. He isnapos;t being creepy about it and itapos;s just friendly. And he was talking to me the other day about how he might be breaking up with his "partner" and then almost immediately afterwards asked me if I was single. Completely conversationally toned but still...

So thatapos;s all fun. The other extreme is I just got back from Blizzcon Yay

For all of those that donapos;t know Blizzcon is hosted by Blizzard. My FAVORITE�company and developer of games. They are the makers of the Warcraft 1-3 and World Of Warcraft. Starcraft 1 and 2 and Diablo 1-3. If you donapos;t know what those games are or have never heard of Blizzard youapos;re missing out on like... Half my interests and really donapos;t know that much about me. X/

It was good fun but I donapos;t think Iapos;ll recap it. It was awesome to say the least. If youapos;re interested Iapos;ll tell you all about it. =3

Another something something going on with me. As hard as I�try, no matter what I canapos;t keep my mind off what did happen (good parts of course) and what potentially could of happened in my old RP Silent Nexus. It was this amazing little cross fandom rp some good friendapos;s and I were doing a while back and because of dissimilar tastes in moderation it eventually broke down. And for the life of me my mind keeps drifting back to it and the good times. The bad times could have been avoided in hindsite but itapos;s nothing to dwell on. Itapos;s a dark ambition Iapos;ve had for ages to start either it back up again or one extremely similar. And by that I mean I loved the cast of characters from that rp and same mechanics. It was so dark and confrontational yet extremely malable at the same time and that aspect left us with a lot of freedom and an allowence to be almost whimsical in nature while still making "sense".�

I�know this almost has no chance of returning but Iapos;m getting to the point of obsessivly thinking about it. And itapos;s quite sad. My friend Raven and I (I�havenapos;t talked to her in a while... That makes me sad) are frequently lulzing about situations similar to that with old characters we used to rp that we lament never got the chance to meet up. We very much angst over the possibilities.

So yeah, possible sadness yet to come but oh well. Um... I�think there was something else....


OH�YEAH Iapos;m a e-pack rat. I�need to start cleaning the clutter from my computer. Nothing you want to hear about but one of the small thing that needs to be done is I�need to clean up my contact lists on my messanges and my few emails. By this I�mean I have several contacts that are virtually dead with people I�either havenapos;t spoken to in months and in a few cases a good year or two. And before anyone says that this is something mean and Iapos;m being a bastard blah blah blah it isnapos;t. Iapos;m just tired of navigating a monsterous list of contacts when I�just want to find one of my geek friends to talk about a comic or something dumb like that. The effort isnapos;t worth it. So again I say, nothing personal but if I havenapos;t talked to you in about a month... No, lets make it two months, youapos;ll probably be taken off my contact list. You wonapos;t be blocked and itapos;s not like I wonapos;t talk to you should you IM/email me first itapos;s just... IM especially in a convinent way to quickly speak to someone and I shouldnapos;t have to work for it. Plus, if you havenapos;t been active on my friends list for 1-2 months, chances are you arenapos;t using IM that much anyways or Iapos;m blocked. =P Either way, the contact is pointless. Iapos;m even debating deleting my birth mother from my contact list because she hasnapos;t been on Msn in about 6 months now. So when I say itapos;s not personal, trust me.
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